samantha

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 06:01:32 GMT

i came in pretty early tonight so i thought i would give a short update.

yesterday i didn't do much.. just hung out with some people and sat outfront of erin's.

today i sat around all afternoon until erin got off work and then me, erin, meg, dave, jt, andrew, and dan went to applebee's. we told the waitress it was dan's birthday coming up [on thursday] so they sang happy birthday to him ;) it was so funny!

after that we came back to erin's and just sat around. erin dropped me off when she went to pick up matt. so now im just chillen.

whats on the agenda for tomorrow? .. me, erin, and matt are probably going to john's softball game and i'll finally get to see TODD .. i haven't seen him in almost 2 months - i miss him :( but other then that i dont know what we're doin.

myrtle * beach - 8 days! i'll finally get to see my ralphy<3 again. woohoo!!

welp, il hit the sack early tonight so i dont sleep all day. g'night :D

summmmmer <3

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 06:12:47 GMT

schools over [im so excited] .. my summer has finally started. i failed biology but that was expected because the teacher was horrible. but i definetly passed history .. i took my final on thursday and got a 70 so i didnt have to go to school friday .. so thursday was my last day

so0o thursday -;- i stayed out late and chilled with all my pals ;]

friday ( i went to the beach with megan, dave, dave's mom and josh. it was fun.. got some color, went swimming and took a nap :] ) after the beach i came home and showered and got ready and then went to amanda's house and chilled and then went to kenny's and chilled there until i came home.

saturday [ slept all afternoon cause i felt like shit :/ .. then megan picked me up and we went and chilled over at laura's with everyone. and my heart-throb<3 stopped by for alittle : ). so we all just chilled there until we went home.

today : chilled around the house and then dave, kenny and weaver picked me up and we went and chilled outside of erins. we petty much did that all night except for little trips here and there and dan was around for awhile, jt came over and so did megan and andrew all at some point. but now im home .. tired .. ready to go to sleep.

lOvelife? .. hmm - nothing but thats fine with me : )

myrtle * beach -;- sam & meg .. August 18th - 24th!!

dave's birthday [August 17th]

welp, bed time .. g'night all.

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:42:56 GMT

4 fuckin days left of summer school!! im so excited!!

hmm.. -;- so0o me and megan are going to MYRTLE BEACH!! .. im super happy about that. we're thinking about going down from the 13th till the 22nd but we havent decided yet. if we did go down then we would miss dave's birthday : ( and that would suck.. but we dont wanna only go down for 5 days. so0o i dunno.

but since we'll be coming home on the 22nd that means that we'll be home on the 26th and that means..... party at my house. ahaha.. my parents are going away so i might have a couple people over ;)

but i just cant wait till schools over... woohoo!!

welp, cya

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 03:59:54 GMT

well lets see.. summer - going pretty good so far. ive only got 10 days of school left and thats when my summer really starts. but other then school, everything else is going great.

my weekend was pretty fun filled. friday was my best friends 18th birthday so of course i spent it with her. she picked me up from school and we went to justins to get her bday present and then we went back to her house and chilled for a litte while and then dave & teddy picked us up and we went to erins for awhile. then we all went to amanda's house and partied there.

saturday - me dave and amanda woke up around 10:30 and chilled around for awhile and then dave went home to shower and amanda took me to my house to shower and then we all met back at amanda's and we picked up jt and went down the beach to eat dinner with amanda's parents. we came home around 6 and came back to amanda's and people came over there and we partied again ;)

i woke up today around 4:30 and erin picked me up and then we went and picked up dave and teddy and went to andrews house for alittle while. when we left there we just went and chiled outside of erins house with a bunch of people.

and now im home because i have school tomorrow ::sigh::

lovelife?.. hmm.. nothing special but im happy with it : )

welp, im gonna go watch s.w.a.t and then go to bed.

hasta.

cl<3

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:23:46 GMT

happy birthday to my best friend megan elyse pieslak

<3

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 17:32:08 GMT

hello journal freaks -

it's megan .. sam's best friend. i just changed her background on her journal and i wanted to tell her i love her and she's the best!!

megElyse + sammieKins = bFfA

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 03:31:17 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions...no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this...allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

<3
sam

"your vows of silence fall all over.. the look in your eyes makes me crazy.. i feel the darkness break upon him.. ill take you over if you let me"

cl

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 03:21:28 GMT

something i stole from kyrie..

enjoy!

1) What is your full name? Samantha Marie Moore
2) Are you happy with it? its alright
3) Are you named after anyone? my g'mom
4) your nickname: sam
5) Your screen name: babyfoot155
6) Would you name a child of yours after you? no
7) Then what would you name your children? xavier & cassidy
8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you be named? i dont know
9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? candice
10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? nope
11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? probably
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
BASICS
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(12) Your gender: girl
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight
(14) Single? of course
(15) want to be? not really
(16) your birth date: january 14
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: depends on the moment
(19) Age you wish you were: 18
(20) Your height: 5'2
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it? yup
(23) The color of your hair: brown
(24) Happy with it? no. i think ill go lighter
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement? in a house with my mom, stepdad and stupid [kitty]
(27) Your family: cindy[mom] randy[stepdad] stupid[kitty]
(28) Have any pets? stupid [kitty
(29) what's your job: hah.. job?!
(30) Piercing? yup - 9
(31) Tattoos? soon enough
(32) Obsessions? orlando bloom - him<3
(33) Addictions? hmm..
(34) Do you collect anything? orlando stuff
(35) Do you speak another language? no.. im american
(37) Do you have a web page? me and megs bffa page
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? depends who it is
(40) Do you have any secrets? no.. i tell meg everything
(41) do you hate yourself? sometimes
(42) do you like your handwriting? its okay
(43) do you have any bad habits? chewing loud
(44) what is the compliment you get most from people? me? compliments? hah
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? i dont know
(46) What's your biggest fear? cheese
(47) Can you sing? hell the fuck no
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? uhm no
(49) are you a loner? i have my moments
(50) What is your no. 1 priority? i dont have one
(51) if you were another person, would you be friends with u? nope
(52) are you a daredevil? i can be
(53) is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? too long of a list
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? depends
(55) Have you got a journal? livejournal
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?
strength: hmm
weakness: shyness
(57) if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my hight
(58) There are three wells; love, beauty and creativity, which one would you drink out of? love
(59) how do you vent? i color
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? im getting better
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? haha HELL YEAH
(63) what is the most important lesson you've learned from life? do stuff for you
(64) what do you like the most about your body? my arms
(65) And least? belly & thighs
(66) Do you think you are good looking? nope
(67) are you confident? sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? eeyore
(69) Do people know how you feel? people i trust
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? yeah
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? yeah
(72) do drugs? yeah
(73) Read the newspaper? in history class i do
(74) Pray? no
(75) go to church? sometimes with christopher
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? no.. fuckin weirdos
(77) sleep with stuffed animals? of course
(78) Take walks in the rain? yup
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yeah
(80) Drive? meg lets me
(81) Like to drive fast? yeah
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? when i was a baby
(83) Hurt yourself? yes
(84) Been out of the country? yes
(85) eaten something that made other people sick? i dunno
(88) been in love? i try to think i havent
(89) Done drugs? yeah
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nah
(91) Had a medical emergency? yeah
(92) had a surgery? i think so.. when i was little
(93) Ran away from home? i walked out once.. does that count?
(94) Played strip poker? hah yeah.. didnt get very far though.
(95) Gotten beaten up? by my little brother
(96) Beaten someone up? my older brother
(97) been picked on? yup
(98) been on stage? yeah
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no
(100) slept outdoors? yeah
(101) Thought about suicide? no comment
(102) pulled an all-nighter? yeah
(103) if yes, what is your record? 28 hours
(104) Gone one day without food? yeah.. 5 actually.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? no.. how boring.
(107) Slept all day? yeah
(108) killed someone? in my dreams ;)
(109) Made out with a stranger? no
(111) thought you're going crazy? crazy? no
(115) had a dream that came true? no
(116) broken the law? yup.. with lyndsay.
(117) Met a famous person? i dont think so
(118) been in a band? no
(119) know someone in a band? no
(120) have you ever killed an animal by accident? me kenny drew & meg hit a bunny
(121) On purpose? no
(130) told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(140) Stolen anything? yes
(141) been on radio/TV? no
(142) been in a mosh-pit? no
(143) had a nervous breakdown? sorda
(154) Considered religious vocation? no
(156) Bungee jumped? no but i will
(157) had a dream that kept coming back? yeah
(154) Shoe brand? something comfortable
(158) Brand of clothing? dont care
(159) Cologne/perfume? daves cologne & cool water
(160) what are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans & a shirt
(161) How about parties? jeans & a shirt
(162) Wear hats? not really but i buy them
(163) Judge other people by their clothing? haha yeah
(164) wear make-up? nope
(165) Favorite place to shop? hot topic
(166) Favorite article of clothing? hoodies
(167) are you trendy? no
(168) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? yes
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BELIEFS
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(168) Believe in life on other planets? sure
(169) Astrology? uhm..
(170) Magic? fuck no
(171) God? yeah
(172) Satan? yeah
(173) Santa? yeah
(174) Ghosts? yes
(175) Love at first sight? it could happen
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yeah
(177) Witches? yeah
(178) Easter bunny? me and manda bitch!
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? yes.. and i will find it.
(181) Do you wish on stars? no
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Friends
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(181) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes
(182) who is your best friend? megan
(183) who is the one person that knows most about you? megan
(184) whats the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? stay true to yourself
(185) your favorite inside joke? all the ones i have with megan
(186) Thing you're picked on most about? making weird noises
(187) who's your longest known friend? eric
(188) Newest? justin
(189) Shyest? my friends arent shy
(190) Funniest? andrew
(191) Sweetest? alan & ralphy
(192) Closest? meg, erin & dave
(193) Weirdest? dave
(194) Smartest? hmm..
(195) Ditziest? meg lol
(196) Friends you miss being close to the most? kyrstin candice court & tiff
(197) Last person you talked to online? alan
(198) who do you talk to most online? meg & alex
(199) who are you on the phone with? no one
(200) who listens to your problems? alex & christopher
(201) Who do you fight most with? kenny
(202) who's the nicest? erin
(203) who's the most outgoing? erin and andrew
(204) Who's the best singer? all my friends sing.. even though they arent good
(205) Who's on your hit list? i have a few. i wont mention names though ;)
(207) who's your second family? pieslak residence
(208) Do you always feel understood? no
(209) who is your loudest friend? erin
(210) Do you trust others easily? no
(211) Name two people whose arms you feel safe in: dave and teddy
(212) Do your friends know you? i hope so
(213) Friends that lives farthest away: ralphy
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
LOVE, and all that
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(214) Do you remember your first love? yeah
(224) still love him/her? ill always have love for him
(215) do you consider love a mistake? sometimes
(216) what do you find romantic? cute small things
(217) Turn-on? someone who expresses their feelings
(218) Turn-off? fake
(219) First kiss? kevin [summer camp]
(220) If you had no interest in dating, and someone expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? hmm..
(221) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating him or her or going "blind"? --knowing them
(223) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone?
physically unattractive? yeah
(225) what is best about the opposite sex? depends on the person
(226) what is the worst thing about the opposite sex? their ego
(227) what's the last present someone gave you? meg got me a keychain and pirate shirt from MS
(228) Are you in love? in love? no
(229) Do you have a crush(es)? yes
(230) Do they know? i would think so
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(231) That haunted you? uhm i dunno
(232) you wanted to kill? no comment
(233) that you laughed at? justin
(234) That laughed at you? dave
(235) you went shopping with? mom
(236) that broke your heart? christopher
(237) To ask you out? croix
(238) To make you cry? ralphy [in a good way]
(239) brighten up your day? dave
(240) that you thought about? dave
(241) you saw a movie with? meg
(242) you talked to on the phone? erin
(243) your last Bf/Gf? croix
(244) you saw? dave teddy justin meg erin kev sherri graz
(245) you lost? john
(246) you went head over heels for? <3cl
(247) you thought was completely N-U-T-Z? luke boot
(248) you wanted to be? no one
(249) you told to fuck off? i dunno
(250) you trusted? sheri
(251) you turned down? no comment
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
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(252) Smiled? last night <3
(254) Cried? hmm..
(255) bought something? a soda yesteday
(256) Danced? at a picnic with erin and shannon
(257) Were sarcastic? earlier today
(258) kissed someone? thursday, i think
(259) Talked to an ex? earlier today
(260) watched your favorite movie? long time ago
(261) had a nightmare? cant remember
(262) Talked on the phone? couple hours ago
(263) Listened to the radio? last night

cant sleep

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 04:28:54 GMT

its almost midnight and i cant sleep. its probably because i feel like crap. so since there isnt much else to do, no ones on, and theres nothing on tv so i thought i would update the livejournal.

my week has been going pretty good considering the fact my best friend is miles and miles away from me. i spent most of my weekend at erins house chilled with everyone. meg called me friday night when ralph was with her.. it broke my heart knowing i could be there with them but instead im in NJ getting ready for summer school which starts tomorrow.. that should be FUN! :-/

but i cant stress it that much.. it wont be as bad as im making it out to be. i mean, dont get me wrong.. its bad.. but not as bad as staying back when i can just make up 2 classes in the time period of 4 weeks for only about 4 hours. not that bad.

so how about everyones 4th of July? mine was pretty cool. i spent the night at daveys partying it up with all my pals. didnt go to sleep till like 8:30 and then woke up at 11. i think thats why i feel like crap.. i got like a total of 4 hours sleep because slept for a little when i came home. [YAWN]

moving on..

lOvelife?.. J0HN.. dont get me started. after 1 full year ive realized that me and him are COMPLETELY wrong for eachother. enough said.

well, im still not tired but ive ran out of things to write. so ill go try and sleep. goodnight all.

<3..[s]

comment. atleast pretend im not a loser

i MiSS megElyse!!!

bye bye best friend

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 05:08:31 GMT

so heres whats going on.. my best friend megan leaves for myrtle beach in about 3 hours. i was suppose to go with her but i cant. it really sucks.. i was really looking forward to it, its what ive been waiting for since we came back from spring break. i love it there.. i love everything about SC. from the beach to the places.. all the way down to my Southern Sweetheart ralph. i miss him so much, ive been waiting 3 months to see him again and i cant. not only was i looking forward to seeing him.. i was looking forward to tanning on the beach with meg, cruising all over, going on the go carts, eating a fancy resturants and all that goes along. no one understands how bumped out i am about this whole thing. but its nothing to cry over [even though i already have].. i just wanted to tell my best friend that im gonna miss her and not to FORGET ABOUT ME.. have fun, be safe, and ill see you when you get home :)

so today we spent the day together. we got our nails done, went out to eat, and then went and saw "the notebook" again. wonderful movie.. go see it. and now im just chillen at home.

so what am i gonna do for a whole 13 days? ill probably just hang out with dave, erin, kenny, drew, john, weav and all of them. 4th of july should be fun at daves party. im excited for that.

but now im off to chat with meg for a little while before she leaves and then go to sleep.

<3..[s]

bleh

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 18:59:19 GMT

i dont wanna be left alone
not when im right next to you

trapt .. fuckin awesome.

hello again livejournal

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 23:17:45 GMT

i haven't written in this in a very long while.. probably because i made a xanga but i find that i like livejournal more.

summer*O4 started about a week ago and it's going along smoothly.

BUT i fucked up this past year of school and failed 4 classes. so summer school here i come! but eric has to go too so it wont be all that bad. and it's only until August 6th.. which leaves my last weeks of summer open to do what i want.

this past 1st week of summer was spent - going to the mall .. beach .. movies .. parties .. and being with my best pals. in spite of the whole summer school thing.. i think this summer will still be awesome.

lOvelife? J0HN.. he always seems to be my summer romance. i met him last summer and fell head over heels for him - nothing happend. when school started i didnt see him as much so feelings distanced. now, i hang out with him all the time and things actually went some where. but theres this feeling in the pit of my stomach that's telling me me and him are looking for two different things.. i would love to have a summer relationship.. but him, i dont think he's looking for anything.. not with me anyways. it's nothing to dwell over.. or is it?

well - im off to watch the storm roll in.

<3..[s]

no more lj!

Mon, 24 May 2004 02:54:04 GMT

hey lj world .. megan made me a xanga so i'll probably write in there more then this .. so i suggest you start checkin that out!

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=babiequrl143

<3 hasta

at megElyse's

Thu, 20 May 2004 20:56:57 GMT

hello everyone. i am currently at my best friend megan elyse pieslaks house chillen with kenny and nick. lets see .. whats been goin on this week ..

monday after school me and megan went to rita's to see ryan and hass .. and we also visited kenny-bear at work :)

tuesday after school kenny and john picked me and megan up from school and we debated on whether or not we wanted to go to six flags or not .. but finally around 5 we decided we wanted to go .. so we got there and rode on superman, medusa, nitro, and batman .. it was so much fun.

wednesday me and meg chilled with kenny and teddy and we went to mall so teddy could get a hat but he didnt get one .. but kenny got my one :). and then me and megan went home and went out to dinner with dana for her birthday! we had lots of fun hanging out wit her.

today kenny and nick picked us up from school and we're just chillen now. we're about to go get something to eat and eventually i have to go home so i can write my term paper :(

hasta <3

<3

Sun, 16 May 2004 06:46:20 GMT

hey hey .. i know i havent updated in quite a long time but i never really had the time. well, things have been going pretty good. my best friend megElyse got her license so of course we're always out driving around now ;)

so0o lets update on this week *

[ monday ] after school me and megan went to the beach with kenny and john .. dave & rob came too but they went off on their own and did something else. me meg kenny and john got some pizza and went to some arcades. it was pretty fun.

[ tuesday ] me meg kenny and john were gonna go fishing but of course nothing goes as planned so we just ended up chillen with them and then i came home.

[ wednesday ] me and meg went to visit matt garzio at the mall and we went to friendlys for dinner. later on davey came over and chilled with us and then meg left and me and davey just talked for awhile and then he went home.

[ thursday ] after school i came home and fell asleep for a little while and then around 8 meg came over and we went to get rita's and while we were there we saw sammy and matt so we chilled with them for awhile and then we dropped them off and we went and chilled with chris g. for a little while and then we ended up chillen with matt and sammy again for the rest of the night.

[ friday ] me and meg didnt go to school and instead we went and saw ORLANDO'S new movie "Troy". it was such an awesome movie .. i recommend you go see it ;) later that night we went and saw matt at the mall and then we chilled with davey and people for a little while and then we went and hung out with hass and ryan for a little while :)

[ today ] woke up around 12 and got ready and then me and meg spent a fun filled day at six flags .. it was so much fun even though it was so0o hot out. we left around 7:30 and when we got home we went out to eat with dave josh luke and weav. on the way there my mom called me and said she couldnt find my kitty and said that he had probably gotten out .. so0o me and megan drove all the way back so i could find him .. and right about when we got there my mom called and said she found him .. i was so upset .. i thought i had lost my mickey forever .. and what the worst part would have been is that tony gave me that kitty :/ .. but hes okay :)

after we went to eat we just chilled with them and then me and megan left and came home. davey weav teddy luke and pat came back over for a little while and we chilled and they just left not too long ago.

_ love life? lets just say ive got my eye on him<3 and he knows it.

and now im about to go to bed .. tomorrow i have to write my full history term paper .. arrg!

<3 hasta

Matt you wont see this, but i want you to know that i love you and im gonna go thinking about you all the time and i hope you stay safe and that you come home as soon as possible. atleast i know you'll be the one protecting our country. <3i love you

SC <3

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 19:36:06 GMT

well hello lj world .. i havent updated in mad long and since im at my best friend megans house i thought i would update since her computer doest suck like mine :)

well lets start off with my wonderful spring break vacation. the BEST vacation ive ever had. me and meg spent most of our time TANNING and boy did it pay off ;). we also met some awesome people such as : ralph brandon chase kevin chris ben jack matthew robert and some other people. but our favorites of course were ralphy & brandon!! we miss them so much and we cant wait till we go back this summer and see them :)

but moving on .. all good things must come to an end. and now we're back in school which isnt going as bad as i thought it would be. im actually doing really good in all my classes and now im working on my history term paper which i love .. for some reaosn i just love term papers and i do so very well :)

my love life? CrAzY! the only people that im really having a situation with are croix and chris. me and croix are best friends and are really close as you probably already know but things have gotten really bad between us to the point where we dont talk anymore. im not really sure why but he made the decision and im tired of running back to him so FUCK IT .. i love him to death but i cant change the way he feels and im tired of us always arguing so maybe not talking is the best thing. and as for christopher .. i love that boy. thats just the way it is and thats just the way its gonna stay. hopefully things will work out for the best and if not .. we're still close friends :) which is better then nothing.

andddd guess what !! </u>orlando's</u> new movie is coming out very soon .. may 14th to be exact

and BiG FiSH came out on dvd today!! whoot whoot .. im gonna get it ;)

welpies .. im out peoples. OOO FACED!

bear <3

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 01:24:46 GMT

im kinda bored so i thought i would write in my cool ass journal .. today was a usual day in school, nothing real special. after school weaver picked me and megan up from school and gave us a ride home and we chilled around until 4:00 and then we went to get our manicures & pedicures .. that was pretty cool. afterwards we went to dinner at dragon express and then went back to her house and did homework and then my mom picked me up and i came home and took a shower and now im chillen

only 5 days left till me and meg go to myrtle beach. im so excited .. i cant wait! tomorrow school is gonna be gay .. and on wednesday me and meg are taking the day off to pack and get everything together for our trip and then boring school thursday. friday we dont have school so me and meg are gonna spend the whole day with our best friend davey :)

friday night we're going to the britney spears concert and then we leave on saturday !! whoo hoo .. hoLLLLLLLer. its gonna be such an easy week.

hasta <3

i love this feeling ;]

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 03:17:30 GMT

welp im at my best friend Megan Elyse Pieslak's house like usual and i thought i would update the journal because her computer is so much better then mine.

my week in school was fine .. nothing real special. hung out with the usual people .. dave, kenny, nick, jt, weave and all those people.

yesterday after school me, meg, dave, jt and josh went to the freehold mall and just looked around. i got a cool orlando book :) and a new braclet. we left around 7:45 and me and meg got dropped off at her house and then deiby and jon came over and we chilled with them for awhile.

today me and meg went back to the freehold mall with my mom so we could really shop. we got a lot of cute stuff. we both got 3 new bathing suits and we got got a cool pair of sun glasses andddd i got some shirts and we got 1 cd each and i got orlando pictures for my room :) hehe. we also got a cartoon picute of us .. it's so cute.

we got home around 7 and we went out with dave and josh for awhile and just did nothing .. it was pretty boring so now we're back at megs waitin for ceddy to pick us up and we're gonna go out and chill with him and other people.

hasta <3

you're ugly .. and that's sad !

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 23:25:41 GMT

spring is awesome .. i love it. the weather has been awesome all weekend and my weekend has also been awesome.

my weekend contained of chillen with my favorite people and going shopping. i also got to go on dave and george's street bikes .. WOOHOO.

even though i've had a great weekend something did go wrong .. me and croix aren't talking right now .. once again we got in an argument and it ended bad, like always. i dont understand him .. i dont understand what he wants from me .. im not the person he wants me to be .. i've done some stuff that don't really thrill im .. and truthfully some things that don't really thrill myself .. but .. im not a perfect person. croix wants a relationship from me .. but i can't see that .. i dont know why. croix is perfect for me. he makes me happy, he understands everything about me, he's my best friend and i've known him my whole life so what's the problem?. i dont know what the problem is. but im happy with the way things are in my life .. i like not being in a relationship amd just being able to do what i want. and i can finally hang out with christopher and not be sad and distraught that we dont go out. i think my feelings are drifting and thats good!

wellll im about to go get dressed and shit cause meg's comin over and we're gonna find something to do.

hasta <3

until the day i die _ <3

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 08:05:19 GMT

welp .. i just got home not to long ago and i thought i would update my weekend before i went to bed.

friday we had no school because it snowed thursday night .. so me and meg slept in and she made me breakfast. we just chilled with a bunch of people and had a good night. no details needed ;]

saturday me meg kenny dave and teddy went to see "dawn of the dead" .. freaky ass movie .. but i think you should see it. after the movie we went and chilled at nick's with a bunch of people. i wasnt feeling really good so dave took me home around 12 and i went to sleep.

today i woke up around 11:30 and chilled around the house and took a shower and all that good stuff and then dave and kenny picked me up and we went to nick's to get nick and luke and we went to luke's and made some food and chilled for awhile. afterwards we went and got megan and went back to nick's and chilled for awhile until 8:30 and then me meg dave kenny luke and josh went to applebee's and ate dinner.

we went back to nick's for about 10 minutes and then we went and got drew and went back to nick's but then we had to leave so we just drove around for mad long and did nothing. they took me and meg to this house where some guy smashed his wifes head into the ground .. yikes! i was scared.

and then weeeeeee drove around some more and dropped drew off and then dave dropped me off and now here i am .. about to go to sleep.

hasta <3

at my best friend meg's !!!

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 21:12:45 GMT

hey hey hey .. im at my best friend Megan Elyse Pieslak's house !!! i thought i would update now cause her computer is better then mine and she's on the phone anyways. so0o0o my week so far ..

tuesday after school i came home and chilled with Croix for alittle while but i was so damn tired so he left around 6:30. i took a shower and fell asleep for most of the night. i woke up at some point and nobody was online so i just went back to sleep. i've never slept that much .. it was so great.

wednesday after school me and Meg got a ride home with Pat, Kenny and Drew. we chilled at her house for alittle while and then my mom picked us up and we went to Nick's house and chilled there with a bunch of people. Dave gave me and Meg a ride home around 10:15 and Meg slept at my house.

today .. nothing special happend in school .. just another boring day. Pat and Kenny gave us a ride home and now we're chillen .. waiten for her brother Matt to get home so we can get some money and go to get some food and then we're going to Nick's.

so0o0o yes, Nick. ~~me and him don't talk anymore~~ .. i told him last week sometime that i wasnt really sure if i wanted a relationship right now .. and he said he understood and everything was still cool. BUT THEN he said a couple days later that he doesnt think we should mess around anymore :-/ .. and that was cool with me cause i understood how he was feeling. but then he said that he wasnt sure why he said it and i guess he wanted to take it back but i just said i thought he was right .. cause i do .. it would be weird if we kept hooking up knowing that he wanted a relationship and i didnt .. cause he wants something that i dont right now so why make him stick around and wait for something that i dont know if im gonna wanna have anytime soon. so0o yeah .. we're still cool .. we still chill. its kinda weird but ehhh oh well.

so now im just living my single life .. its good. welllllllll me and meg are about to go get some foooood.

hasta mi amigos <3

24 days !! hoLLLLLLLLer !!

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 04:11:57 GMT

my weekend was pretty fun filled. hung out with some people on friday night and had some fun. and then on saturday me and meg went to the movies and saw the passion of the chist with dave and kenny. i think i cried more that time then i did the first time with john. after the movie we went to the mall and me and meg bought some cute stuff.

sunday was just a relax and chill out at home kinda day

today was just a boring monday in school. after school me and meg hung out with kenny and patty for awhile and then went up to nino's for some food. on the way up there we saw .. weav, Croix [ havent seen him in awhile ], bog, kyle, shitty, george and loui. // some of us went up to nino's and just chilled and ate.

then josh gave me and meg a ride home and got ready for the movies. we saw the passion of the christ again with andre. for my third time seeing it, it was still a good ass movie .. but it didnt effect me as much.

and apperently christopher was in the same movie and we didnt see him .. that's some weird shit :/

wellllp its like 11:15 and i still havent blowdryed or straightened my hair or even done my homework. man oh man. im out, ttyl <3

cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

[ps] thanks to my bucket / best friend / peaches / fLc / everything else for makin this cool ass journal for me. bFfA!

orli bloom is sexy .. have you noticed?

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 22:59:37 GMT

well well .. im kind of bored so i thought i would update the journal. well lets see,

sunday i woke up and got all ready and me and meg got some rita's .. i love rita's, its the best thing ever. and then we walked to nick's and chilled there for awhile and then i came home.

monday was just another day in school .. afterwards me and meg went to nick's and chilled there for a little until my mom came and picked us up and we took her home and then i went home.

tuesday was a great day. had a good day in school and then i went to the tanning solon with cando and cart so they could tan and then we went to mcdonalds and chilled. then my mom picked us up and we dropped them off and i came home and got ready to go to the movies with john. he picked me up around 6 and we went and saw "passion of the christ". it was such a great movie .. we loved it. i shed a couple tears but thats okay ;]. after the movie we went to donkin donuts and just talked. he's a cool guy to hang out with. he dropped me off around 9:45 and i did some stuff and then went to bed.

wednesday nothing special in school. after, i went to nicks and then megan came over and we ate some yummmy red star :). her mom picked us up and dropped me off at home and i did some homework and went to bed.

today nothing special in school. me and meg walked over to nino's after school and talked with alan for a little and then we walked to her house and chilled until my mom picked me up. andd then we went to the store. i saw Christopher when i was leaving :) .. we talked for a little and then i went to get rita's .. whoot whoot.

and now im chillen .. gonna do some homework and then take a shower.

guess whats tomorrow?! Johnny Depp's new movie comes out! hoLLLLLLLLLLLLLer!!!! me and meg are probably gonna go see it :)

welp, im out. hasta mi amigos <3

you would think ...

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 03:34:31 GMT

[tuesday, wednesday and thursday] i had terra nova testing in school .. blah .. but that took up most of the morning so classes were only about 20 minutes long.

after school everyday i went to nicks with megan and chilled there with people.

[friday] was a regular day in school. nothing exciting. after school i walked home with megan and we ordered red star and watched a movie. i fell asleep for a little while. me and meg were suppose to go to the movies with alan but we had no ride home so those plans got ~~cancelled~~.

this is the funny part .. i was laying on megans bed and she went to throw my phone and i wasnt ready and didnt catch it .. and what happend? it hit me in my mouth so now i have a bruised fat lip :] .. haha! it hurts :-\ thanks meg!! lol.

so0o after that ordeal me and meg called nick and told him to come pick us up .. so him, dave, luke and jt came and picked us up and we went to nicks and chilled. a little later we went out and got kenny and then came back to nicks and chilled. dave and luck left at some point and me, nick, meg, kenny and jt went for a walk. we went up to nino's and i was hanging from a tree and fell :-\ .. got my arm cut up but i lived.

we went back to nicks and just chilled out and acted like idiots. i tapped jt! i kicked his assssss! hahah.

THEN .. kenny went to pick me up and DROPPED me on my head. OUCH! just at that time drew and vinnie came over. finally i got up .. had a bit of headache but im a soldier :]

everyone left and i was suppose to stay at nicks but that didnt happen so instead i slept at vinnies. we woke up this morning around 10:30 and his dad took the car so he couldnt take me home so i called nick and just like a sweetheart he came and picked me up and took me home.

i got something to eat, took a shower and fell asleep. nick said he was gonna call me at 5 and wake me up and its not 10:38 and he hasnt called :-\ .. probably too busy with someone else. so0o yeah .. i feel like shit so im not mad i stayed home tonight.

welllllp im out .. hasta mi amigos

you're the one <3

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 04:00:32 GMT

::sighs:: ive had the best weekend ever.

thursday // me and megan went to nicks and chilled with him and other people for the night. and then i slept over megs house.

friday // haha that was a funny day. wellll, during lunch i got bit by a spider. i have no idea how but i did .. right smack on my neck! and it started irritating me and i itched it so i went to the nurse and they sent me home .. i dont know why butttt i went home .. took some meds and then went to my moms work. there was no point in going back to school cause it was like 1:30. so i called nick and told him to pick me up so i could go chill with him until meg got out of school. so him and kenny picked me up and we went and chilled at nicks until 2:30 and then me and kenny went and picked up megan.

at some point at nicks house there was mad people there .. but they didnt stay long. nick had to go out for a little so kenny and lui went out and me and meg went up to get some dinner and then stopped at steve's house and chilled with him until 8:30. we went back to nicks, but he wasnt home yet so we went to tylers and chilled with him tim and stephen.

we just hung out and then we all went down to nicks and chilled there with people and had a good night .. at some points it was kind of dramatic but oh well. me and meg ended up sleepin at nicks and then had to get up at 7:30 and leave cause nick had to go out .. so0o0o we went up to donkin donuts and chilled til 8:30 then went to her house and slept til 3 in the afternoon.

saturday night // meg got all ready for the night and then we went to my house so i could get ready and then her mom picked us up and dropped us off at nicks :] .. we chilled there with the normal group of people and then went home at 11:30.

sunday // me and meg woke up sometime around 11 and chilled around the house .. and then around 3 ~~chris~~ came over and we chilled with him for the night. i dont know why we chilled with him .. i thought it would be easy cause i dont like him anymore but ehh .. you dont understand. so0o i had nick pick me up around 7:30 and then we went back and got meg around 8:15. we chilled with him and other people until like 10 and then meg slept over my house.

today // after school nick was at nino's so i walked over to see him. and then i saw drew .. he shaved his head .. man oh man! haha. so me meg nick and mike walked back to nicks and chilled. then we went up to ty's and chilled there and played bball with jack & kyle. then back to nicks and chilled with bunches of people.

lui drove me home around 10 and i took a shower .. and now im chillen .. bout to go dry and straighten my hair then go the fuck to sleep. im beat.

mannnnn tomorrow, wednesday, and thursday i got testing. what the fuckkkk!!

im out .. hasta mi amigos